Memoir 37

His heart is full of pain 

A pain I understand and feel but cannot communicate 

I see sadness surrounded by black clouds 

I know we are destined for more pain but I do not know how to break the cycle 

But this black cloud just lingers 

My dreams scream it all 

I love him

We love him 

A mothers worst fear 

I am dying a little each time

I struggle to comprehend what keeps me going … But I keep going 

How do I break this

How can I protect them 

How can I protect him 

The youngest 

The sweetest 

But the saddest 

My poor little brother 

My poor fatherless brother 

God protect his innocent soul 


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