What was it about me?
What made this occur?
What would they do if I hadn’t been here?
What did they think would happen?
I just don’t understand, why me?
It started with dirty looks but quickly turned to pushes
Always laughing at me
Always making me do things that I completely hated doing
When the school spoke of bullying
They would always give me an intimidating stare
I remember one day, a group of boys were calling me the worst names,
Gay, girl, ugly, fat, faggot, bitch
And an urge came over me, I just couldn’t bare suffering in silence anymore,
I couldn’t take my family into consideration
They drove me to do something I dreamed about every night
But this particular night I never thought, so I jumped 3 floors and just like that it was over.